While I am a bit doom and gloom still, my soul feels a bit lighter. I find that I try so hard to not bother people with what I consider to be my petty luxury problems. But when a friends opens the door and invites me in to share whats lurking in my brain, it feels so good to lighten the load.
I have spent so much time lately feeling like I am bad person for the thoughts that I have and the feelings that come out of me sometimes. Guess I just need to realize that most people have those same feelings, I just verbalize them. It may take me a bit to get it out, but when I do the floodgates open.
Let the rain keep coming, the gates open now. And it feels good to not have it all bottled up.
Again, I guess...it's not for you to judge. And I find daily that I have more people in my life that I ever thought I would that don't judge me or look at me any differently.
Phone coffee was just what I needed this morning. Let's create some traditions of our own.

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